okaye, i've been studying alot the past few days maybe week :D i'm so tired, yesterday i studied chem forstraight 3 hours and when i lay down on bed, i fell right into my dreamland. wonderful right, iwant everyday to be like that, i think i'll go crazy soon :D haahhaha.

i've realised how hard it is to be really happy, but i made all my days happy in school, i keep emphasising that i'm happy, i hope i really am...

and i'm so really afraid of march the 8th but i still have to face it alone, myparents will be there that's why i love them :D although i seem calm about it though only like a few knows , inside me is one fearful heart. I'm afraid of becoming like my aunt, i'm afraid of losing my voice, i'm afraid of this and that:D but i'm brave ! go Glenda :)

& i found photos of me and my brother when we were young, its like super cute lahxz ! my brother was super cute back then its like WOW ADORABLE MANXZ, also i'm cute la, okaye i shall stop my bhb-ness alr. hadenough of it !