School was fine, mostly chinese lesson :D hahaha "I love MDM DE LOL ! " :D YAY.

You think i don't know what people see about me, now evertime i walk into school, i don't have the courage to face people anymore. I know many people are talking behind my backs, i act as if i don't care butireally can take it in. I know i'm not strong enough, i've been hiding everything, i ain't a weak person either. Okaye, people say i'vebeen using you, taking advantage of you, yea YEAYEA i've been doing that, Happy with the answers? Thank for breaking the trust i ever haved. itwould take ages for it to heal, but i know i heard similar sentences somewhere before, i took it i take it i accept it, yet this time, I don't feel sad at all. Its a miracle not to be depressed, i've been manipulated in this series of events long enough whatever i know people would say its NOT her fault, its mine, i'm alright because i'm able to comprehend everything that is happening, people seldom see me cry at leat not exam results, butwhy didi really cry inthe comp lab. Thats the last time i cried over a broken friendship, andi guess i'm numb to everything even myself. No more emotions, i'm speechless.

Yes, if you want to hate moe , so be it? i've no right to choose who i like to be with uh? Ya, you will say why evertime go to her when i got problems, why these why that, its because i nolonger put my trust in you anymore. YES bingo you got it right I DONT TRUST YOU happy , ya. Whathave you got to make me trust you again and again repeatedly, Ya people say you're the one being manipulated for me. Ya, if that what people want to think , so be it. I've hadenough of everyone nonsense about "SK and G together" People giving those eyes whenever we are out together ? What does that mean? I seem to take everything lightly, but i don't . All the things bother fairly much towards me. Ya YOU WANT DINNER OR LUNCH ? firstly, i've no money for lunch, secondly, i've no appetite, thirdly, i've got things to get real busy on. LASTLY, I'M DEFINITELY NOT IN THE MOOD FOR SEEING YOU. i'm overboard? Yea thanks i am everytime i am everytime what your friends say is always my fault, when did they ever think its your fault ? You got plenty of friends, they like you so much just go to them la. But my friends are limited, andthose who could be trusted is only thosefew, YOU GOT MANY LINING up, just a call , they would be there. Ya people hear stories from your side, did they hear mine ? Then i treat you as transparent huh? YAYAYA WHATEVER you're the plastic i'm the metal, coldblooded ALWAYS. and i cant see you anywhere. i fnd you sometimes unreasonable, you get Fed up with a simple little thing like "no dinner with you" ya, this is being fair towards me uh ? I tried hard to make everything become usedto be like de, but yet YOUWANT TO DESTROY IT ? so my fault? Then i don't understand why you rather believe people who say other things then me, ? ya see your faith in me is LOST .

Ya, i asked yunyue how she see you like. Cheerful, happy, outgoing everything good . When i told her many things, she could not believe. SEE YOUR EMOTIONS OF GETTING FEDUP EASILY IS ONLY USED ON ME ME AND ME ! then i must just bear with everything you do? I won't , and i can't. I have my life, you have yours, lead it your way, i lead it my way wouldnt it be better. And ya you say i always hang out with moe, THEN YOU ALWAYS WITH JJJ , THEN I CANT HANG OUT WITH MOE UH? FAIR OR NOT MAN ?! ya, whatever everyone now is talkingabout me, like i'm the prime suspect. Its like what? I've to spend every second with you is it? HUH i've to spend my whole like with you is it? SORRY I CANT DO THAT, cause i don't want to lead that kind of life, not my whole entire life.I'm a normal girl, a normal person, a normal child. Ya flirt? eat with my guys? Bye ? SUAH BYE? do you even use your brain to think whether it would bother me? But i guess these words don't ! I CHANGE SO ? you will never get to see the old me anymore, nevertheless, I WOULD CHANGE FOR THE WORSE. And really i've only got sentence word to say.

the end of this friendship, end it here , end it quickly for a less painful hurt. I'm starting to hate you. How can that be... You don't know how seriously sick i would get, you will never know because i don't even intend to tell you anymore. guess i don't want to go for 3A chalet anymore. I don't want to see you. i don't even feel like going to school

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Sayonara