what's life? everything that's happening now is disastrous, i'm feeling so down, depressed . Why at that point of time no one was there? why at that point of time, i din't think of my asshole partner? why at that point of time, i felt so devastated ? why at that point of time, i felt so lonely? why at that point of time ... Why at that point of time ... endless questions, never ending answers. I'm trying real hard to get out of this freaking situation, i'm trying to get out of all my troubles. Why is it everytime i break down, i don't know what to do anymore. Its never a feeling of hate towards you, its just the feeling of emotionally disappointed towards you. I know its never right to control anyone's action, i know i know... i know i'm wrong i know i'm sad i know i'm hurt once again. I'm starting to feel very very very depressed .

i'm feeling sick now. I'm in a living room without the fan without aircon with a jacket on , but yet i'm shivering feeling very cold trying to warm myself with a warm cup of hot milo, but it was no use. I think i'm really falling sick, falling real sick. Sick of everything and everyone now... I'm never getting my health in one piece, i swear i shall study hard . I'm cold but who will be there for me , maybe the sun tomorrow , my only warmth. Only my family, my only support. Only myself, to fight through these. I'm stuggling out of these situation, i know once i overcome these obstacles, life would be brighter, smiles would fill everyday, i will love life once again.

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