Hey, back to blogging. went for chem then science centre for the exhibition. No idea why i went :D On my Way back home, there was this BUS 81 having a car crash with some lorry i think. Many cars were stuck in the way behind the bus as it was blocking the whole damn bloody road. Luckily, it was opposite not at my side. Homed, those who wore ties look really like nerds ! hahaha, but still they look smart in them. However not to offend anybody, i'm not so interested in the 'no life business' . maybe some will get it :D speaking of no life, holidays have been very boring and i haven started on maths ! qwoeptlgjbmn , i shall start revising like tomorrow ! last day for the week .

My asshole partner scold me for calling her an asshole, its okaye we know it the fact shes an asshole :D she says i'm stressed and you know why? she says i've got to :

1. dance

2. study

3. pe dance

that's stressed to her :D but in fact i'm stressed i think. I don't know how to show my report book to my dad or mum or anyone, it so embarassing, results drop drastically, never even improved a single subject, instead my asshole partner has improvingly well results this time. Study hard, G !

I don't know why, is it a feeling of emotionally breakdown or is it just the friendship problem? Questions have been popping up repeatedly in my mind, all these filled my mind with many unfilled blanks that its excruciating. I hope this feeling fade off quickly, but i feel its never that easy. I always tell myself impossible is written as im possible , but what now i've been trying to deceive myself by saying all that when i know its never possible. I tried to avoid the little monsters in my brain thats telling me the wrong stuffs, but no matter how i try, i will never succeed.

I hope it won't kill me, i hope i'll be fine, i hope everyone will be happy, i hope you're fine, i hope i'm fine. I hope i'll be like the picture, smiles are endless , never ending !

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Sayonara