Everything Falls back down.


I guessed this is kind of getting to the end of the friendship. Fault lies within me but everybody blames themselves instead of me. When the patience is getting out of no where, i guess this friendship will therfore end there at that moment. I got this feeling this day is coming, I hope its wrong but i can't help feeling sad. Thinking back, I don't think you should have a friend like me just continue to hate me and life would go on peacefully for you and your friends around. What about now? The sadness i give to people is much more than the happiness i give to them. When everything seems to be becoming better, it definitely have to fall again down harder this time. I guess everything that is happening, it have to blame myself for it. I created it, i don't solve it, i just feel sad for it. I never want any of this to happen, never. I swear i tried to be a much better friend. But everytime i tried so hard, i end up making them sad. Is this my problem? I guess so. But now i just feel like talking to my partner. And when nobody can take this nonsense anymore, i guess its time to leave everyone there and move on without them.
But everything hurts.



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